Petang semalam artistic mode aku tiba-tiba "on" and suruh aku balik. So petang semalam memang x ada produktiviti di office.. aku balik awal ke rumah.. sebab kepala dah paksa keluarkan sesuatu dengan gitar akustik aku kat rumah.
On the way balik rumah, kawan aku call untuk ambik dia kat airport dalam masa sejam setengah. Then, cepat2 aku balik dan capai gitar. Hmm.. so i wrote this song "Di Sebalik Hati Kelabu".
cerita apa lak ni?
Sebenarnya bukan cerita, tapi lebih kepada kata2 dari seseorang kepada kekasihnya yang tidak yakin dengan hubungan mereka. erghh.. biasalah.. x yakin itu datang dari fikiran kita yang keliru disebabkan ada hati yang berwarna kelabu yang suka membisikkan perkara2 negatif. So dengan harapan, kalau disampaikan lagu ini, boleh menambahkan kepercayaan dan keyakinan dia dalam hubungan ini dan lebih tenang.Sekiranya tidak berjaya yang penting kita sudah berusaha dan seterusnya serahkan kepada tuhan.
Bisikan hitam mengusik dirimu
Disebalik hati kelabu
Yang menipiskan keyakinan dirimu
disebalik.. hati itu.. yang belum kau luah...
Tetapkanlah hati yakini diriku
Lihatlah jauh dalam mataku dan jiwaku
Janganlah gusar janganlah gentar
semua pasti akan menjadi indah..
indah...
indah...
Tiada apa yang tersembunyi
Disebalik seribu mimpi
hanyalah mainan di malam hari
yang menganggu.. fikiranmu.. buat kau keliru..
Tetapkanlah hati yakini diriku
Lihatlah jauh dalam mataku dan jiwaku
Janganlah gusar janganlah gentar
semua pasti akan menjadi indah..
indah...
indah...
indah...
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Menyesal
Tiba2 aku ter-jiwang smalam.. sbb aku nak mintak maaf kat somebody tapi aku x tau nak mintak maaf cemane lagi.. so aku nyanyi lagu yg dia suke.. hopefully it will clear things up..
im sorry
im sorry
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Writing a new song..
I have started writing this since Saturday.. I have this catchy sad verse.. (the lyrics + the melody)
I don't know where to go,
I don't know where to hide,
In the middle of the nite,
All alone deep inside..
yes.. im writing this in the middle of the nite but i don't feel alone.. though im actually alone but not deep inside.. im thinking of somebody else while writing this.. a guy who has been dumped by a girl that he loves so much..
as usual.. i have to create the chorus first after a catchy verse so that i can keep my mood going with this new song. I tried many times before to write a second verse first or leave the verse first and the chorus later.. but then it will stuck there forever.. then i lost the melody.. then i lost the mood.. then i scrap the song..
so.. i don't want to waste this beautiful sad verse.. after an hour, i came up with these
she said,
"No no no.. i don't love you anymore.. im sorry"
i said,
Why why why.. this is not the promise you made before.. i remember"
she said,
"ya ya ya.. i break the promise i made before.. im leaving you... im leaving youuuuuu...."
it sounds like sad but fun.. a little cliche however.. i still like it.. so be it cliche or typical.. or what.. i just like it..
ok.. then.. i run it like 20 - 30 times to memorize and keep the rhythm going in my head.. then i sleep.
i woke up tomorrow morning.. somebody woke me up :).. texting a couple of SMS n then i grab my guitar again and continue writing. but.. nothing.
i took a shower.. making myself a glass of Nescafe tarik.. n then i continue again. nothing.. still.
so that day was not productive at all.. until midnite comes again.. this song gonna be a fun song.. not a sad song. so how to make a fun out of the misery of being dumped? yes.. at the end of the song that girl who dumped the singer must be dumped by a new guy he met.. hahaha. how cruel i am.
so the second verse will be something like..
She loved me, that will stay,
forever, will be this way,
thats the promise she did say,
but one day, she turned away..
and then comes the chorus.
she said,
"No no no.. i don't love you anymore.. im sorry"
i said,
Why why why.. it is not the promise you made before.. i remember"
she said,
"ya ya ya.. i break the promise i made before.. im leaving you... im leaving youuuuuu...."
and of course.. i will always have bridge in my song. But i haven't finish it.. however the bridge will be like the singer is missing the girl so much. and then the third verse where the girl meeting a new guy and then the FUN PART WILL START. the guy is dumping the girl. and the second chorus will have a little different.. it will sounds like..
He said,
"No no no.. this heart isn't yours anymore.. im sorry"
She said,
Why why why.. it is not the promise you made before.. i remember"
He said,
"ya ya ya.. i break the promise i made before.. im leaving you... wohoohooo... im leaving youuuuuu...."
yeahhh.. thats the fun part.. so it will end like..
Now I know where to go
And i dont need to hide
in the middle of the nite,
im not alone by my side
however.. the lyrics might change.. but the storyline is the same... so.. i will update soon once i finished .. adios!
I don't know where to go,
I don't know where to hide,
In the middle of the nite,
All alone deep inside..
yes.. im writing this in the middle of the nite but i don't feel alone.. though im actually alone but not deep inside.. im thinking of somebody else while writing this.. a guy who has been dumped by a girl that he loves so much..
as usual.. i have to create the chorus first after a catchy verse so that i can keep my mood going with this new song. I tried many times before to write a second verse first or leave the verse first and the chorus later.. but then it will stuck there forever.. then i lost the melody.. then i lost the mood.. then i scrap the song..
so.. i don't want to waste this beautiful sad verse.. after an hour, i came up with these
she said,
"No no no.. i don't love you anymore.. im sorry"
i said,
Why why why.. this is not the promise you made before.. i remember"
she said,
"ya ya ya.. i break the promise i made before.. im leaving you... im leaving youuuuuu...."
it sounds like sad but fun.. a little cliche however.. i still like it.. so be it cliche or typical.. or what.. i just like it..
ok.. then.. i run it like 20 - 30 times to memorize and keep the rhythm going in my head.. then i sleep.
i woke up tomorrow morning.. somebody woke me up :).. texting a couple of SMS n then i grab my guitar again and continue writing. but.. nothing.
i took a shower.. making myself a glass of Nescafe tarik.. n then i continue again. nothing.. still.
so that day was not productive at all.. until midnite comes again.. this song gonna be a fun song.. not a sad song. so how to make a fun out of the misery of being dumped? yes.. at the end of the song that girl who dumped the singer must be dumped by a new guy he met.. hahaha. how cruel i am.
so the second verse will be something like..
She loved me, that will stay,
forever, will be this way,
thats the promise she did say,
but one day, she turned away..
and then comes the chorus.
she said,
"No no no.. i don't love you anymore.. im sorry"
i said,
Why why why.. it is not the promise you made before.. i remember"
she said,
"ya ya ya.. i break the promise i made before.. im leaving you... im leaving youuuuuu...."
and of course.. i will always have bridge in my song. But i haven't finish it.. however the bridge will be like the singer is missing the girl so much. and then the third verse where the girl meeting a new guy and then the FUN PART WILL START. the guy is dumping the girl. and the second chorus will have a little different.. it will sounds like..
He said,
"No no no.. this heart isn't yours anymore.. im sorry"
She said,
Why why why.. it is not the promise you made before.. i remember"
He said,
"ya ya ya.. i break the promise i made before.. im leaving you... wohoohooo... im leaving youuuuuu...."
yeahhh.. thats the fun part.. so it will end like..
Now I know where to go
And i dont need to hide
in the middle of the nite,
im not alone by my side
however.. the lyrics might change.. but the storyline is the same... so.. i will update soon once i finished .. adios!
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